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Look at me please do you see me looking for you searching for your glance hoping we come back to what we were my heart hurts I feel an ache deep down Underneath this smile that I force myself to wear I fight the urge to cry I remember to believe But it hurts Badly I will smile on because me being sad would only make you sad its not worth that Ill be ok I know to hope For my soul is beautiful I will have love For I already do The love for myself I will wait Because until its right I won’t be with anyone Love will find its way Because I will take nothing but I know what I want and I won’t settle Love me Leave me Nothing in betw

Life, is so ridiculously insane. My cards keep saying "you're moving stop thinking about him" But how can I when I know hes thinking the EXACT SAME THING about me. This is so beautifully tragically romantic. I could never ask for more. I prefer it like this. Letting it build up over time so every time we see each other we feel like we are going to explode. It felt so good. Just a hug made me feel like I was floating. Its only been one day since we decided to not speak. It hurts like crazy. I keep thinking, is it hurting him this much? Is it just me? Hes not alone so its easier to keep going. But even being alone I know that I ha

I find everyday I see it is lacking everywhere. Sex and money drives most of the people surrounding me. I ask myself constantly "do these people even know what love is?" I am someone who has never received true love. People look at me and they are happy with surface alone. They don't really care about me at all. I know what love is because its something I feel so completely and so openly that even when I am constantly hurt it hurts more just to think I should not love them anymore. Love is what I am made up of. Maybe not from receiving it but from knowing who I truly am. I love myself. Not my looks. Not my Talents. Me. This blue glowing thin